Lim@u suRviV3d d@y

today…suddenly think abck last time alot things..make me crying liek sohpoh now…haha..cisin jo 1 me…just feel..very tired of d life n wanna die only..haha~sure alot ppl gonna kick me when they saw this -.-" dun kick me pls..let me finish my talk..then i will feel better bah…family..sux,frd..sux..love sux geh year passed long time ago jo..but i still cant 4get wat happenned on that year…family neva giv me a chance to talk..family neva think wat im thinking now..they alw say ‘tell me wat u thinking we only noe wat u wan’..when i telling them…they just liek neve listen to me…haih~all my faulth agian…frds…a bery best frd..bcoz a small case ting say i betray the,…say i treat them as a sohai while the time frd with them..how i treat u guys..all u guys can see it by own eyes..not i wan say lansi word..i neva treat frd BAD..as d more longer frd they all can tell u how am i treat a frd…but?wat i get is..hurt n hurt…love..sux…lier n lier n lier n lier..more n more lie to me…trust???nah..hard to put trust on sumbody ady..(but i now put trust on sum1..hope he really wont hurt me agian luh..hope so lu..xD) erm…who can tell me life is wat?i passed last 10+ years to climb up from hell…i though i reach the land ady..but..actually not..coz.the way to up still long..n just feel..i going drop deeper n deeper..who will lend me a hand to pull me up?coz..i been push down by alot ppl ady…i almost reach the start point ady…haih~suffer day..suffer sick of life~haih~~amen…u can help me bo?eating shit of these day…silent of the voice of d year…sicking of d human life…killing d gals in da world who sitting in front of d pc now..sleeping soon n continue the sux life..gain n gain..more n more suc thing waiting for me…T^T

*taking this while me n milo went small genting at kl…da light to far form my heart…*