Lim@u suRviV3d d@y

a cny who i get 5 days holiday ONLY!!! well..maybe if enuff for u guys but it’s not enuff for me T^T~y i cant get a longer holiday for now?avday keep on working liek sial only~haih~reality life~?

so desu ka?no idea~who call me POOR T^T~well~this year get angpao very little only,but..still happy also coz i meet all my old old frd n go lou sang all 2gether~damn happy,so long never hav a gathering liek tis ady~HAPPY CNY too all d frd~wahaha~

他的一通电话,让我从低落心情中站起来

他的一句话,可以让我高兴上好几天

他的一个呼吸,牵动着我的心情

他的语气,让我回到那个冬天的好心情

他的笑声,可以解除我的困惑

他的歌,让我感慨我们不再是那个冬天的我们了

他的样子,让我好害怕他会渐渐模糊

他的背影,只剩下长长的影子

他的侧面,曾经是那么的靠近

他的护腕,是我唯一的纪念品

他的温柔,我不想忘记更不想再依赖

他的孩子气,只对我撒娇吗?

他的礼物,我还可以拿吗?

他的邀请,我可以赴约吗?

他的一切,都让我伤心

只因为他并不属于我了…

忘记真的能忘记吗?

难道选择了忘记

那段感情就属于不存在吗?

难道忘记了

就有解放爱情的勇气了吗?

林俊杰的[忘记],深深的感触

这样的夜,整个眼睛只是他的背影

每人的公园,就两个人聊到天亮

心对心的谈,我感觉到自己对他的爱了

他感觉到了吗?

人来人往的世界，时间一点一滴的流逝

早已离开的影子

只有石头还在原地停留

等待吗？期待吗？

影子早已跟着夕阳离开了

现在的我还在这里吗？

还是早已云消魂散在他的背影了。。。

想念的心始终很难忘记，

因为越想忘记的就越难忘记。

听着林宇中的〖主题曲〗

听着这首歌曲中的悲伤

又苦又甜的感觉，就是恋爱吗？我想是吧。               

再说我爱你，泪把心占据，却有些甜蜜，让伤心被允许。。。

好像得到又得不到的恋爱

也好像爱已失去的感觉

就是这首歌

just a sux life with any of frd??jimui??fuck off…sohai ING with all d year i had been in KL!!!luckily…i found my own back now n i get a really nice frd=>my OWN!!!wat mean of  frd?wat mean of jimui..just a word for da ppl who think jimui is a person for sohai ING!!!so…i gonna disaapear slowly from all d nice frd i get NOEEE in KL!!!they just extra in mua life n i never NEED to get them…sowee for those who close with me..just leave me alone n i gonna GONE~for da suck life..for da  FFFF person…just going back to whr i belong to ^^

saw an evil while open my eye at d morning,d angel was gone from last9 since the 1st step i go out from my house…im an evil…i argue with sumbody last9…i mad till i dont wish to see her again…the sumbody keep broke her promise gain n gain..untill d last time the sumbody promise tat never do it agian…i told  the sumbody tat if did again..limau just will leave er alone foreva..coz..i really dunno y i still keep stay by her side giv her a sohai support alw..she still wan do this to herself…i dunwan tell u guys her name lah..but i think u alll also can guess is who jo geh…limau 1st time show MAD BITCH FACE in front of human xD she so lucky that she can SEE limau mad face…never got 1 frd see my mad face b4 in my 21 years life time..she be d FIRST neh..haha xD~it’s bery funny last9 actually..coz we all yamcha at mamak(?!) the i saw sumting…then…ald mm xiong choi her in mamak ady…then ar?lagi talk lagi dulan jo…so..i just take my bag n run to my car(lagi run till so YENG!!!) then go on car then leave the place…then ar??when my car passby d mamak..sdd got a small lala from the mamak jump jump jump out on d road wan me long it kemek -.- i geram till feel wan take thing throw him go away…at last bhind got carf sum..so he hav to LAN SI KAT LOU go tepi jalan makan siham(actually…dam paishe also..coz..he really tor soi gar T^T i dunwan go thr anymore…my car sure dam famous at d mamak jo,coz got lala cum out block my car twice..see..is TWICE!!!!!T^T) then ar?lagi funny thing is..i went home ady..talk talk sms with that SUMBODY!!!u can see anot SUMBODY!!! xD~ then..suen i blond n im no brain…i 4give her ady…after that..we go eat siew gai yik~~xD~kaka…we really sot 9 1 -.-" paling holin is did u guys see a small lala EAT siew gai yik b4 anot??? dam7 geng chao leh!!!lagi this lala look different geh..haha~he ar..geng chao loh..hero than superman black than batman,his hair style yeng than mr.bean taller than klcc neh!!!suap geng chao…xD~(OI~!!SUMBODY dun laugh so much after u see this ya!!!xD)then ar…till today morning..wake up..i dunno wat i do is correct anot..coz..i 4give her n she sure will da fan yuen yeng 1…how only she can think herself neh??i dunwan let her yi lai me so much jo..coz it just will hoi sei her nia…galz…limau really cant see u n jaga u foreva 1…limau wan geh thing u noe just simple n easy only…u noe wat limau wan u to do on urself geh…limau say tat wont lei ur many thing jo..n limau just wan u good good live nice nice n happy jek..just simple n easy u also kento do well…tat’s y limau baru so mad last9…AND!!!!watch up ur sttitude next time k??dun so small gas…when moody dun take other person fatt sitt…dun HURT PPL!!!!tat’s more important…dun tell me u DONT KNOW…u say again I DONT KNOW see har!!try lah!!!i kick ur ass then zut u back to ur mama sifat lung u baru tau..im serious geh loh!!!limau very less so serious 1..u also noe loh hoh~haha…k lar…i wish…u really will noe think after last9 thing..if next time cum again…limau just will say sorry to u n dissappear in ur life…not limau cruel..just…u cruel to urself only ^^ u noe wat i eman geh…rite?oklar~jimui 4eva~(wish lu…~xD)

d day giv me bright,i make it worst

d day giv me money,i burn it dust

d day giv me him,i run away till d day i found myself…  

it’s doesnt matter since i meet a mean guy,feel sucks i TRUSTED he so much…wat the give back still is a LIE!!!!!!!acting is nice?so i act to b his frd as well…it’s tat funny n happier is keep acting??lying as well??who can tell me??izzit ACTING=LYING in ur whole life time is HAPPY???i feel tat this kind of ppl just very HO LIN…coz..they never know the feeling of TRUTH happiness,saddness…they just too selfish for their own life…just wondering y they wont feel tired of that…im tired ady…tired of keep meeting this type of fuc*ker in my life time…i trusted u so much..then i get a SHIT..im so stupid?well..whud say..im tooooo stupid ady -.-" hate mean person also…after meeting d fuc*ker met another MEAN person lagi…avtime say ‘v r best frd~’ but?who noe the person is so MEAN n BITCHY 1???if hav sumthing nd my help then only cum to me,if i just nd sum opinion from her..wat i get? MEAN BITCH pls fuck off!! just feel lucky i stying at kl now..if not..i think i will just go till her house n slap her BITCHY face..fuck off from mua life!!!i been help u for few years..it’s time to let u noe…how we HATE ya enuff~!!!well~!!

i admit im not good enuff,but u r the WORST ASSHOLE frd i ever meet

i admit im cahnged alot already,but u r the CHILDIest fakar i noe in my 21 years life time!!!

i admit i AM BLINDED!!!coz i get trusted in YOU TIHS BITCH for few years!!

so u can fuck off from my ass hole ady,go back to ur mama hailong..better dun let me see ya again..hate d muatafakar!!!

dun even try to say me chNged again n gain..just ur mind never TURN for 10 years!!!hey dude!!!pls update ur mind abit lah..pokai!!!go die lah…

(limau soli for d 1 who read this n who get shock when see limau speak alot chou wa T^T…hate da &^$^@%^#^%* mean bitch gal!!!)

today woprk till 11pm…when reach home ald 1am+ T^T…suddenly..my hp ring..beyr long never got t his time hav frd call me up…while look at d phone…the numebr who appear is he…kenny…really shock n exited that how come he will call up me at d time??coz…since he working n i also working..he never call me up at this time ady…im so so so happy while see his number appear T^T~supa gan dong…hehe >D~ while..abit dissappointed coz..he call up just asking for my SDO id,coz he wanan play =.=" haih…maybe it’s really impossible ady bah,just feel myself so stupid tat liek he for few year but he dunno..now really wanna fong hei ady…i dunwan let myself alw down coz he…now i can put down b4 that…i also can put down my 2 years feeling on kenny…coz i had enuff ady…start from now i wanna live the life with my own n i must happy to pass avday…so dun eva talk bout love to me if U DONT!!!been hurt n hurt…hurt n hurt till i scare (boring ady also)   haha…siao liao… =.=" i belong to myself,no body will b my nobody…only me,myself n i will b my own no body~*(wat im talkking ady? @@) * i think..its time fo rme to sleep ady..i start crapping alot thing i cant understand also T^T~i miss d time who passed with kenny,i hav no fan nao when with him T^T i no nd face so much thing that after the year i start leaving him T^T…i wan the time turn back to the time i still with he -as a best budy lah…then i no nd to start a sad journey with 3 guys T^T…wasting all my time?i dunno..i only noe im wasting all my tear on they 3…limau not a kind of person so easy cry..but i cry for this 3 guys..feel im so stupid…well…my mum also say im stupid T^T~mou tin lei ar~~~haha~oklar…see my bear bear…i missing d only bear bear also d last bear bear i get form kenny…i didnt bring it to kl..coz..i wan forget him..but i noe i CANT ady..haha~well..bringing the only bear bear i buy my own to acc me pass all d sux road in my life~i love u foreva bear bear~muaks~~

i like to goign around~i like to walk around the place i been b4~i meet back the old thing i meet back the old feeling on my mind~today got a bastard keep calling me at midnight n…i bery angry of he coz he bery CHILDSISH n keep talking NONSENCE TO ME!!!hate it!!!!hey dude!!u not my who n im not ur SUMBODY also,y u bored then im the 1 must acc u talking on phone???wat the shit???i dun even knew u~u better run away from me now b4 i get on FIRE~!!!!!!arrr…geram betul….cixin lou -.-!!! leave this bastard topic OFF~!!!haha~erm…well…im start get cixin ady of my SICKNESS!!!y last few week is av bad thing happen to me then this week av type of sick comes to me geh???soi siao lor this time =.=1!!har lei lu yah~amen pls save me form the hell~~omitorfor~hehe xD~